Bye-bye, Ramadan :'(

It feels like Ramadan this year is very short. I still remember it clearly, that the day before the first day of Ramadan I was still doubt whether I could fast or not because I was in the period. It is still fresh in my mind that the first week of Ramadan was surprising because I could recite the Quran faster than last year. But today is 28th of Ramadan and I think I haven't done anything better than my targets.

On one day in this Ramadan, I ever missed the qiyam al layl just because I snoozed. In the middle of it I decided to not give the infaq because I ran out of cash. For several times, I missed the dhuha prayer just because I was late to work.

How bad I am in this Ramadan. I just completed my targets without any effort to do better than that, to give the best to our special guest of the year. Ramadan has come to us with full of blessing but me only ignored it in such a lack-of-respect way to welcome. And now I feel so regretful since he is going to leave us soon.

Draw My Eyes: An Inspiration from Jen "From Head To Toe"

Voilaaaa, meet me again at my blog :) It's been two weeks since my last posting. Yeah, I thought this was my habit, difficult to get straight with my routine. But now I decide to punish myself if I break my own promise posting every week.

Not until a week ago, I felt my head was full of ideas to share in this blog. But I decided to post my new activity that gets me crazy: makeup exploration. Yup, recently I am getting crazy about make over. I don't remember when it started, but I am enjoying this interest now.

Welcome :)

Heyhoo, selamat pagi dunia...
Yeah, it's officially my first time posting in a blog. Actually I have made this blog for about a year but it seems  so hard for me to show up my activity in my blog.
Well, fyi, my name is Fitria Nur Syamsiah. You can call me simply "Fitri" with no "mbak" or "teh". I was born in a little village in Lampung Province, Indonesia. I grew up there until I decided to continue my study in one of senior high schools in Bandarlampung, the capital city of Lampung Province. That was my first time living far from my family because I had to live in a boarding house.
I went to Universitas Indonesia five years ago to continue my study. I entered to communications department with Media Studies as my study program. I graduated in September 2012 an now I am working at an NGO in Indonesia, specializing in CSR partnership. Although this job is not really suitable for my background, but I am happy because I can have much time to help society indirectly.
I have so many interests, ranging from girly stuff like making brooch and cooking, until some serious passions like research and discussions. My concerns are vary from women and children issues, family issues, Islamic thoughts, and conflict issues. This makes me think that I am a random person who can not focus in a distinctive issue or goal.
Well, that's me. And here is a picture of me :)