Bye-bye, Ramadan :'(

It feels like Ramadan this year is very short. I still remember it clearly, that the day before the first day of Ramadan I was still doubt whether I could fast or not because I was in the period. It is still fresh in my mind that the first week of Ramadan was surprising because I could recite the Quran faster than last year. But today is 28th of Ramadan and I think I haven't done anything better than my targets.

On one day in this Ramadan, I ever missed the qiyam al layl just because I snoozed. In the middle of it I decided to not give the infaq because I ran out of cash. For several times, I missed the dhuha prayer just because I was late to work.

How bad I am in this Ramadan. I just completed my targets without any effort to do better than that, to give the best to our special guest of the year. Ramadan has come to us with full of blessing but me only ignored it in such a lack-of-respect way to welcome. And now I feel so regretful since he is going to leave us soon.

My letter for Ramadan:

To Ramadan,

I would like to say thank you for giving me the best moment of blessing. I kindly send my apology since I have not treated you well, have not shown my full effort in gaining the blessing of you. I promise I will do much much much better things in your next visit. But please, let me welcome you well on the next year. Aameen.

And before the Eid Al Fithr, I would like to send my apology to all of you who read this. May we can carry our devotion in Ramadan till we meet him again.